In 2009, 
Butterflywillow resolves to...
Butterflywillow resolves to...Ask my boss for a paganism.
Find a better fiction.
Stop swiming withcupcake_goth.
Go landscaping three times a week.
Backup my urban regularly.
Admit my true feelings tocloud_tickler.
Find a better fiction.
Stop swiming with
cupcake_goth.Go landscaping three times a week.
Backup my urban regularly.
Admit my true feelings to
cloud_tickler.- Mood:
amused
- Location:Pike Place Market
- Mood:
cold - Music:Now That's What I Call Christmas 2
- Mood:
exhausted
- Mood:
sick
Why?
Because I can!
- Location:In Your House...?...Or Not...?...Do you really know?
- Mood:
crazy
- Mood:
melancholy
I miss my grandpa! =(
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Song: Smile
Artist: Nat King Cole
- Location:home
- Mood: crushed
- Music:Smile ~ Nat King Cole
Happy Halloween!
- Mood:
Irish - Music:Who The Fuck Is Alice ~ Smokie
- Mood: amused
Happy 5yr dating anniversery babe, I love you bunches!
- Location:Home With My Hubby
- Mood:
Blessed
Had a very long and slow day at work...That's retail for ya; On the plus side I got some reading done. I have not read for fun in a while. =) Will be bringing Nightmare Revisited, to listen to tomorrow. I love a soundtrack that works from halloween until christmas. =)
Work has been crazy the last few weeks, and seem to be getting crazier. I am currently working 40 to 41.5 hour work weeks, due to the new gal being trained, three people quiting and one person on school monday through friday. It's not so bad, but 8.5 hours with no brakes and on your feet, really fucks with your body. But what can I do, I'm the only person in my house hold currently not on unemployment, so I should not complain to much. All in all, life is going well, and I am still grieving over my grandpa's death, but work is helping me keep my mind off of it....for now.
Home life is okay, I am working a full time job, and taking care of the house hold as always, but with Brian being home more, he is doing allot around the house too. We almost have a working computer room, funny how it will all get fully set up just as we start to repack everything for our February move. That's okay though, it just means less stuff to move next time around. =) The roommate, from what is sounds (though I don't hear much from her...Brian says shes afraid of me, because she does not know what to do with me?) will be staying in the house and taking over the lease with some of her friends. Which I think would be a great thing for her to do. It will allow her to see how living on her own really is. Since we rarely see her anymore. Brian and I are doing well, getting along as normal, surviving life's challenges, and taking things as they come, even if we are not ready for it, or capable of dealing with it. But that's life...It's what makes it spontaneous, fun, and worth living for.
So that's me for now, back to the joy of retail job tomorrow, and maybe life will spice things up again? Only tomorrow will tell. =)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
blah - Music:The Sound of the TV my housemates are watching
The moon was shining on the lake at night
The Slayer t-shirt fit the scene just right
Smeared mascara, I looked into your eyes, I saw a light
You told me stories about your chickadees
They didn't like BB guns or stupid archery
John the lifeguard, he let them use the pool all day for free
Then the conversation stopped, and I looked down at my feet
I was next to you and you were right there next to me
Then I said girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
The rest of the summer was the best we ever had
We watched Titanic, and it didn't make us sad
I took you to Best Buy, you took me home to meet your Mom and Dad
Your Mom cooked meatloaf even though I don't eat meat
I dug you so much, I took some for the team
Your dad was silent, his eyes were fixed on what was on TV
Then the conversation stopped, and I looked down at the ring
Your folks were next to you, and you were right there next to me
Then I said girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it's true (I swear it's true) without you, my heart is blue
Girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
So much pain may come our way
There may come a day when we have nothing left to say
When the conversation stops, and we're facing our defeat
I'll be next to you and you'll be right there next to me
Then I'll say girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it's true (I swear it's true) without you, my heart is blue
Girl,
If you're wondering if I want you (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
The Slayer t-shirt fit the scene just right
Smeared mascara, I looked into your eyes, I saw a light
You told me stories about your chickadees
They didn't like BB guns or stupid archery
John the lifeguard, he let them use the pool all day for free
Then the conversation stopped, and I looked down at my feet
I was next to you and you were right there next to me
Then I said girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
The rest of the summer was the best we ever had
We watched Titanic, and it didn't make us sad
I took you to Best Buy, you took me home to meet your Mom and Dad
Your Mom cooked meatloaf even though I don't eat meat
I dug you so much, I took some for the team
Your dad was silent, his eyes were fixed on what was on TV
Then the conversation stopped, and I looked down at the ring
Your folks were next to you, and you were right there next to me
Then I said girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it's true (I swear it's true) without you, my heart is blue
Girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
So much pain may come our way
There may come a day when we have nothing left to say
When the conversation stops, and we're facing our defeat
I'll be next to you and you'll be right there next to me
Then I'll say girl,
If you're wondering if I want you, (I want you to) I want you to (I want you to)
I swear it's true (I swear it's true) without you, my heart is blue
Girl,
If you're wondering if I want you (I want you to) I want you to
So make a move, (Make a move) 'cos I ain't got all night
Song: (If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To
Artist: Weezer
- Location:Home Sweet Home
- Mood: numb
As of 12:50am, My favorite grandfather passed away. I love you grandpa, You will always be one of the first men I loved! You will be missed, I will never forget the person you were. I love you so much! R.I.P. you are with your family now, so go play some cards! =)
- Mood: sad
The time has come to say goodbye, very soon it will be time for my favorite grandpa, my only grandpa, to go home to his love ones, and see the many faces of his friends and family. Grandpa...I love you always, and you will be missed. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
- Location:United States, Washington, Kirkland
- Mood: melancholy
I just finished watching Crank 2 with Brian, Heather, and Dez. It's nice to watch a mind fuck once in a while, it helps mellow out all the bad stuff during a time like this.
- Mood:
moody
Owie! Stupid people who talk on there cell phones and drive, should all be shot. My shoulder hurts, my whole freaking arm hurts, and you drove off...that's called hit and run while on ur cell.
- Mood: annoyed
OMG...I can wear a size 10-12 in misses clothing, and a size 11 in Juniors! All of my old dress stuff I saved now fits me. *Squee*
- Location:Happyville
- Mood: ecstatic
Talked to my thyroid specialist on Friday. False alarm...I get to do it all over again next summer, before they can call it cancer free. But on the plus side it came back negative, and I lost 7lbs. Go Me!
- Mood: calm
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